. . .the agony of defeat.

Well, its not really all that bad. I tried the lace bonnet, and it was dare I say, no I'd better not. I'll just say, I am not ready for that kind of lace. Knitting is a happy place for me, it's my escape and my escape is not ready for multiplying by seven stitches every other row. Could I do it sure, I could, but I can't do it and still be a good mother. I have restarted it 4 times. So, for now I will put this precious away. Maybe, well, maybe soon. I will finish it, just not now.